1. What was life like before recovery?

Life before recovery had turned into a nightmare. I could no longer function without drinking and I could no longer function while drinking.

2. When did you realize you needed help?

I realized I needed help in the spring of 2005 because of the complete moral, emotional , financial and spiritual bankruptcy. I had destroyed my life.

3. Is there someone in your life that supported you in your journey to recovery?

I’ve had tons of support for my recovery! Number one was my first sponsor; I had a few friends that helped me and my family tried to be supportive. I certainly got lots of support from all of my recovery family.

4. What challenges did you overcome to thrive in recovery?

I had to find a higher power that was love. Not guilt or shame or punishment. I lived that!! I needed love! I grew up with a very dysfunctional love. I needed a God who loved me as I was at every moment unconditional. In early recovery I was surrounded by other people in recovery that loved me as I was. They loved me until I could find that higher power and begin loving myself.

5. What has surprised you most about recovery?

I was surprised by all the emotions that came up that I couldn’t name. Everything fell under frustration and anger. I was so out of touch with my emotions when I was in early recovery. That took a long time to sort out in my head and in my heart.

6. What does life look like for you now?

My life now is better than I could have ever dreamed! I have so many loving and caring people in my life. I’ve rebuilt my relationships with many people. I’ve rebuilt myself financially, emotionally and my spirituality has never been stronger. I know boundaries and self care!

7. What advice do you have for someone that is struggling right now?

My advice to anyone who is struggling is to reach out and ask for help. There is a huge community of people in recovery who are more than willing to help you. Seek Treatment if that’s what you think you need. Just please reach out!